I Love Shakespeare

2009-01-12T18:42:00.001+08:00

15 is the number.

Well.... I guess this is good enough, given that I didn't really study as hard as people who got a 9.

But it's okay, because I've tried my best.

And I really am very surprised that I got an A1 for English and DID NOT get an A1 for Higher Chinese.

Manzxzxz. LOL.

But ah well, at least this proves that I am BILINGUAL!

HAHAHAHA.

Nah, just kidding. Now all I have to do is to decide where I can go.

Or to let the schools decide whether they want to take me in or not.

:/

So there. XDD

2009-01-10T14:24:00.002+08:00

LOL.

AN UPDATE!

HAHAHA.

Nah, I just wanted to say that I went out, stayed at home and joined many graphic challenges.

Made new friends too! (Like SIOKKAN!) And patched up with old friends as well.(Isabell, XDD)

So yup.

:)

2008-12-26T19:57:00.003+08:00

Okay. I've finally gotten a computer of my own. And it's Christmas!

The day after, that is.

So in honour of this glorious day, I've created a wallie - all by myself!

Ta-dah! Lousy as hell, but whatever.

Mummy, get well soon. ILY.

2008-12-18T20:02:00.000+08:00

Had fun Photoshopping today.

1. Fic poster

2. I Love Amber Kuo avatar

3. I Love Amber Kuo siggie

There we go. XD

2008-12-18T16:26:00.000+08:00

Ah.

Fahrenheit concert tomorrow.

$168 seats.

Going with Ah-pei.

I wanna learn how to Photoshop again.

XD

2008-12-09T17:55:00.001+08:00

「你爲什麽要欺負我？」

「我一個女生，離家那么遠……在這裡工作，又那么辛苦……」

「你爲什麽要欺負我……」

—— 喝醉的友子對阿嘉說的真心話

For the first time in my life, I watched a movie. Alone.

Lol.

But I was able to appreciate it better. Able to feel for the characters in the movie. This in turn, allowed the movie to touch me, even more.

I like 大大 (Da-da). She can play the keyboard very well, but isn't confined to anything at all. She will play at any speed she wants, and nobody is able to change that. Not even 阿嘉 (A-ga)with his insanely loud and scary voice. In the end, Da-da just does what she wants, but still, she manages to play well, for the band and herself.

Da-da reminds me of Jollin.

Both of them are insanely talented, and at the same time, are unable to find an outlet for their talent. This is what causes Da-da to be so unrestrained in her playing, and Jollin to be so insecure about her writing.

Da-da had the band to back her up. Jollin, you have me. And all of your readers to back you up. You are talented, that is true. Why not try believing it, for once? If you do, you might get something unexpected in return.

Like more self-confidence.

I hope you'll be like Da-da eventually. You will then, be able to realise that you are blessed with talent, and thereafter write even better than you do now. I hope to see that happen, because that would be one heckuva story.

Go Jollin. Believe.

:)

2008-11-15T23:52:00.000+08:00

Hello Meilin. This is for you (yet again).

I really don't know what to say, but the main thing is, I am very happy for you. Yeah la, you know what I mean but hahaha.

I think he's a good guy. Although I don't know him, but he looks pretty decent. LOL. But yeah, be happy. Love you.

And then, I feel sad too.

Because my best friend is gone. Ah. Snatched away! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

No la, kidding. Really.

I'll get over it soon. XD

Love you loads, Mel.

XD

2008-07-11T19:51:00.000+08:00

Hello Meilin.

This is for you.

We see each other everyday, but we do not converse. Do not really know why, but I think it's because we are very tired? Maybe.

I do not like this feeling. But you know me. I have a very bad personality. It has been hard on you, being my friend all this time.

Okay. Do not really know what I am talking about now. But I have to say, it is not nice not talking to you. Okay. Do not really know if you feel the same. Okay? Okay.

Anyway. That is all. Haha.

2008-06-20T22:31:00.003+08:00

哎呀怎么辦
沒有錢了怎么買妳的『神秘嘉賓』？？？

呵呵呵
開玩笑的啦
XD

對不起喔
謝謝妳的原諒

Ah okay. Took some photos today because of the nice sunshine.

XD

好亮的窗簾好龐大的我

2008-06-19T22:54:00.001+08:00

Hello.

Yes, I am not dead. Really.

XD

Bought 神秘嘉賓today, which Hinfong declared "eee" and then promptly asked me to send her the songs inside afterwards.

Hahaha.

我的神秘嘉賓你好啊

I'm sorry about yesterday. Still. Happy 17th Birthday. I hope you had a happy one.

2008-04-13T15:31:00.000+08:00

New phone.

Haha.

2008-03-19T20:58:00.000+08:00

『我討厭命運驕傲的神情嘲笑我沒半點權利決定』--郭采潔「誠實地想你」

今天做了career survey 原來自己是適合做那種藝術性(?!)的工作
還不錯啦沒超過我的想象做個作家之類的還不錯
但是我還是想當我的助理/助手/導播/總監/等等等

哈哈

現在還在慢慢的處理自己的思緒不懂為什麽就是提不起精神做事做功課
我想這些都是藉口唉
我要振作我要好好過嘛哎喲誒呀

我會我要……
打小說
嘿

我要振作！！！！

我會的

2008-03-18T20:39:00.000+08:00

Wahahaha.

I am... so mean to my dad manzxzx. I created an account in his laptop without him knowing, and I am now secretly using his computer.

Cool.

2008-03-03T20:23:00.000+08:00

現在呢，很喜歡一位XS號的女生。

郭采潔。

她的聲線真的很不錯，讓人覺得很舒服。會創作呢，加了很多很多分哦。哈哈。而且……

她長得很像我心目中的『晴』。

終於找到適合的人選了，我感到還蠻欣慰的。終於，都找齊了。

我哭啊~~~~~~~~~

去聽『隱形超人』咯，掰~~

2008-03-01T19:55:00.001+08:00

生病咯

2008-02-14T22:55:00.000+08:00

Just completed.

Hope you like it Mel.

:)

2008-02-14T21:37:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Isaac!

Wah rao manzxzxz, your birthday is so romantic! Ahaha, hope you had a happy birthday today, :D And contrary to common belief, you will not die after eating my hand-made chocolate.

生日快樂！

==

Watched CJ7 with Ah Viv yesterday, ahaha. We were squealing at 七仔 because it/she/he is super cute, with its antenna that has a battery in it, wahaha. And the way it walks, and ITS EXPRESSIONS OH MY GOD.

開心！難過！中頭獎！家裡著火！全家死光！

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Super super cute. Yup, then she was going on and on and on and on about 七仔's cute expressions, hahaha. CJ7 is okay I suppose, but not as funny as Stephen Chow's previous movies, but we still got to laugh quite abit so yeah la!

Valentine's Day today, and I got loads of chocolates. Haha, then Lingying had this mini Dark Chocolate Toblerone, and Meilin had given me the 100g one in the morning, so I told her:

HAHAHAHA. Mine beats yours anytime!

Lol, laughed like mad, haha. Then she and Isaac were trying on the chocolate that Ms Rani gave to them. Shaped like lips, cute eh. But obviously, Lingying's lips were too big la. HAHAHA.

Oh yeah, I'm supposed to write a card for Mel! But... I don't know what to write eh, :( I told her I would PS something for her, but ahaha, I also don't know what to PS for her, :((

Maybe an Arron wallpaper? A S.H.E one?

Oy Mel if you see this tell me hor.

:D

Happy Valentine's Day.

2008-02-12T21:48:00.000+08:00

Wah raozxzxzxz.

My soles are super painful and I have a Bio test tomorrow but I forgot to bring my Biology textbook back.

:(

Ah, but never mind. At least I managed to finish all of my V.Day presents, one of which I'm going to give to Vivian Koh prematurely tomorrow. I hope she likes it (so she won't throw it in my face or something), heh.

The other day she suddenly messaged me sounding very high. Ahaha. That woman never fails to cheer me up forever more. Wasn't feeling very good that day, but when I received her message...

:D

Wah raozxzxz my soles really hurt like hell manzxzxz, and Ah Viv is not replying me on MSN. Never mind, ahaha.

Mood has stabilised somewhat, not fluctuating any longer. Thanks loads Wifey for your tags (the only ones since I-don't-know-when).

:)

Happy V.Day.

2008-02-06T11:58:00.000+08:00

Went to watch SiMin's musical last night. It was pretty nice, but I guess a few glitches did spoil the show a little. On the overall, it was good, so don't worry Cousin.

(:

I'll just laugh at you for the rest of my life, ahahahaha

Why?

「這是個不能說的秘密」

Ahaha.

On retrospect, I don't think NH would ever dare to organize a musical like this, for fear of ruining their "traditional" image. But why not? Bonds the students together, and uh, promotes the arts.

Isn't that what you all always wanted?

Nah, you all are too scared to even think of that. Oh well.

Wifey told me not to retreat into my shell anymore. I'll try, I'll try.

I really will.

Yeah.

2008-02-02T11:37:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.

I think I want a camera for my birthday. To be able to take photos of things that I consider beautiful... Ah.

眼睛雖然是最好、最棒的相繼，但是……眼睛看過，可能會忘記。忘記，我不要。
我有可能會走，但是即是我不走，我也不要忘記我曾經心動的東西。

例如……我的班級。雖然說我之前真的不怎么喜歡它，但是久了，就愛了。
我的班級雖然被譽為整個年級最差勁的班級，但是我不在乎。
那是大家對我們的誤會，跟我們熟悉的人就會知曉。

老實說，我真的很有可能會離開這裡。也許我不會，但是大多數的幾率是，我會。
還不知道要去哪裡，可能是英國或台灣吧。
我問了很多人，「我走的時候，你會不會來送我啊？」
她們都說，會。
這樣，我就放心了。

最近我不再不開心了。
也許是釋懷的關係，我再對任何人存在敵意。即使我和你鬧翻，我不討厭你。
讓我討厭的，也沒多少了。這算是離開前的心理準備。
我不恨你，沒維護我。因為顯然的，你已經在乎他多於你在乎我了。
人，是會變的。朋友，在很多階段都會改變、換。
也許你只是我生命裡的一位過客，但是我還是要謝謝你，你給了我蠻多的快樂記憶
就憑此，我不會恨你。因為，你曾經是我的好友。不要說你不在意，在意就在意吧
如果恨我能讓你好過一點，恨吧
活得好一點，祝福你。

不開心是個不愉快的心情。如果我真的讓你那么傷心難過，我真的很對不起。
我知道我錯了，我不應該懷疑你們。但是事情已經過了，算了。
你無法忘記、忘懷，沒關係。
如果換成我，我真的會記仇一輩子，forever.
你只是很傷心難過而已。
算了，我也祝你幸福快樂。

『思念是會呼吸的痛』說這句，顯得一點太早了。
但是，我真的如果出國了，我想我會很很很思念吧。
看到了各位對我那么好，謝謝。
潔絲琳，謝謝啦。以後我請你吃OCK,kk?哈哈。
凈如凈如，你對我很好很好。雖然我常常說你不理我，但是哈哈，我還是很愛你的
還有你，巧巧巧巧衫~坐在我旁邊的你，有可能和我一起離開的你
你很好笑、搞笑，但是我知道你也可以很認真的啊
你為你的家人想那么多，你比我孝順很多很多
Mel,你也是。對我最重要的朋友，就是你了
雖然你每次都不理睬我不理睬我，但是你還是對我好到不行
我知道你最近很煩，為了我們的事情
但是我要謝謝你，沒有逼我做出我會後悔的事情
你的虛懷若谷，讓我很感動很感動
謝謝

薇薇安你無法和其他人比較
You are in a league of your own

我決定不要那么任性了，我要活得好一點
我不要再胡亂討厭人了
我要對人很好
我不要再不開心了

『能重來那就好了』

2008-02-02T10:23:00.000+08:00

I just saw a super ugly photo of me on Viv's blog.

SUPER UNGLAM, AHAHA.

She still went to put some stupid words on the photo. LOL.

Why are all the photos she takes with her phone so small anyway? Ahaha.

Looks like there's something on my face, lol.

Spongebob!

(:

2008-01-27T19:30:00.000+08:00

難過啊難過

我也很難過啊

算啦

The photo is badly edited. But I like my new watermark.

2008-01-25T21:51:00.001+08:00

I keep boo-ing everybody on MSN but they don't reply.

Man, I seem to be in a bad mood now. Keep shouting at everybody. I think it's because I'm slacking today.

Just today. TGIF what.

Forget it. I'll complete all my homework tomorrow.

So there.

Anyway, got an A1 and Distinction for Chinese O'Level.

Yay.

2008-01-22T18:09:00.000+08:00

Okay, you don't want to see?

Fine, I've struck them all off.

Happy?

2008-01-17T22:07:00.000+08:00

I need to see my counsellor again manxzxxzxz.

And do you think that you're the only one who's breaking down, who's actually sad?

Well done man. You say you're unhappy around me. Fine. Be happy around those that are not going to be there for you.

Go ahead.

today, was the suckiest day since skl started.
many many things jus contributed to me breaking down.
i'm so emo shit/not happy/not nice/sad today.
and i guess crying did help.
thank you rachel, kaiying, for noticing and even bothered to ask, vincent too, i think eisabess also.
thank you vic, for being here, for de talks, everything.

i'll reply tags tml, my eyes are tired.
real tired, i need a break,
from everything.

WHY.

So you think you're the only one who breaks down?

Well well well, I bet you didn't know how hurt I felt when you told me that you're unhappy around me.

YOU FUCKING DID NOT KNOW.

AND YOU HAVE THE NERVE TO BE EMO?

Go, and be emo. Slash your wrists, whatever you want to do. I don't know what the fuck are you emo about, neither do I want to know.

I thought you were my best friend.

Turned out that you and that fucking bastard Aaron are of the same breed, no?

Yes.

I'm the one who's hurt the most and you go victimize yourself.

I don't care if the two of you are fucking together or whatever shit anymore.

Go and be together.

We're over, Moh Zhiyi

2008-01-15T22:51:00.000+08:00

I finally managed to clear my backlog of homework.

Hooray!

Now I'm just left with Chemistry (which I do not even plan to do, ahaha) and my novel which 飛揚 is repeatedly asking me to update.

我也很想，但是我的腦子當機了。

啊~怎么辦，我還用了「本是同根生，相煎何太急」了欸。

當機當機當機當機當機當機當機當機

哎喲欸啊。

Tag replies

Vivian: LOL of course manzxzxz. I like yours too, DRUMS! HAHA.
Isabell No I don't know and you really sound crazy, HAHA.

2008-01-14T22:40:00.000+08:00

嗨。

I'm supposed to be doing the stupid Math quiz on AsknLearn now.

Not in any mood to do so though, and I still have a 私函to complete. :(

Tired, barely slept for 3 hours last night. Why? To rush another 作文。

關於我去觀看S.H.E三姝演唱會的謊言，哈哈。

『謊言』一定都是假的哦？

『謊言』時而真，時而假，讓人弄不清。

好累好累。不想做功課了。

唉。

2008-01-13T20:13:00.000+08:00

I just treated my family to over 74 dollars worth of KFC.

LOL.

Anyway, Mel just taught me a technique that she uses to edit her photos. LOL. So I tried it out, and got...

LOL. Random, haha.

2008-01-12T17:25:00.000+08:00

昨天出去。

昨天坦白。

昨天愉快。

昨天痛快。

昨天，和你見面。

你是在喝酒哦？

哈。

認識，兩年多了哦。算算看，差不多三年。其實我們之間作了很多很多事，我也不太記得起來全部。可是，我記得。我們一起出去的話，很快樂。

快樂，不是那麽容易就能營造出來的。我很納悶，就是俗稱的『納悶鬼』。我對陌生的人，很冷酷，這個我自己很了解，也很納悶爲什麽會這樣。但是是性格，改不了。但是和你啊…不熱情也不可以。你很好，説話也很直，不會拐彎抹角。

就如鄭元暢那首很白目的歌『忠於原味』裡頭的很白目的歌詞，你喜歡就是喜歡，討厭就是討厭。直爽，跟我的拖泥帶水對比差異很大，但是奇怪，很配合。陰陽相克，但是哈哈哈，沒想到也很配哦。

你包容我，我關心你。『友誼』，其實還算蠻簡單的，你不會覺得嗎？

只是，我要承認，我的疑心病，真的還蠻重的，哈哈。也許是因為以前被很多人欺騙、討厭過吧？我不懂，但是我覺得，我錯了。我不應該把這樣的情緒帶到你的身上吧。

你對我，做了不少。我知道，我是那種需要人家常常跟我說『你真很重要』、『你真的是我的好友』之類的爛話，但是很好聽的爛話。我也知道，你不是那種常常把這些話掛在嘴邊的人，所以我的要求對你似乎好像太高。

沒關係，就算你不說，我也知道了。

謝謝你這樣地關心我這樣的友誼。

『友誼』啊，雖然複雜，但是我明瞭了。

謝謝啦。

2008-01-10T21:03:00.000+08:00

她是誰？

她是好朋友。不知道她會不會看到，但是沒關係，我還是寫。

中一，不太認識。她自己說她還蠻討厭我的，那時候。我根本不知道她是誰，因爲我那時跟一幫爛人當朋友。被抛棄，沒人關心，但是她很不錯地慰問我幾句。

我銘記在心。

中二，開始熟起來了。漸漸地，什麽都一起做、一起干。有什麽事發生，她一定挺我到底。我不知道她是否了解，我也會這樣為她做，但是我現在就說，現在就承認：

我會的，好朋友。

中三，好到不得了。她監督我這個懶惰蟲的功課，不做就罵我罵到我怕了一定都會交功課。只是，數學那一方面，她還是拿我沒撤。一直不斷鼓勵我，勉勵我。雖然我還是無法和她同班，但是她答應我了，不會忘記我。真的做到了，她沒有。

我很感謝。

中四，剛剛開始。我不知道接下來會發生什麽事，但是我相信，應該會不錯吧？

謝謝你啦。

這個人嘛…

是個不折不扣的瘋婆娘。認識，都快要四年了。

四年，很久。這四年裡頭，吵架特別多，但是復合的時候，更多。我們雖然每天都鬥嘴，但是…喜歡愛護對方的我們，卻都很嘴硬。

不肯說出口，沒關係。那麽就用行動來證明咯！她雖然白癡白目，但是卻又很細心。雖然很愛欺負我，但是最後還是不忍心。嘴巴很坏很賤，但是也會鼓勵人。

四年，很久。但是，我們的友情，並不會在這個第四個年頭，就劃上句點。我們的友誼，還會很久很久呢。

謝謝你，雖然我們每次吵架鬧翻，但是最後還是會來個驚天動地大復合。雖然很好笑，但是閙僵的期間不好受，你也知道的。女人，我也只能說，體諒別人的心情吧。

就像我常常體諒你一樣啊，哈哈。你的搞笑天分雖然不太高，但是你還是會讓我會心一笑，因爲這是友誼，這是友誼才能帶出的笑容。

謝謝你啦。

2008-01-10T19:46:00.000+08:00

I wonder.

New blogpic. Am not satisfied.but at least i found out how to do the Polariod effect.

Ha.

2008-01-08T20:27:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Today... was relatively normal I suppose. I did a HanXiu blogpic, but then it was a little too big, so...

Decided not to put it up instead, :/

Chelsea read my story and said it was funny. Huh? LOL. That girl has random thoughts manzxzxz. Studied Chemistry with her this afternoon, and she kept rolling her eyes, which made me super scared.

LOL.

Tired, and the damned proficiency test is on Thursday.

I have loads of pimples. Why?

Must be the stress.

Ah.

2008-01-07T22:35:00.000+08:00

Letter to drop darned A Math.

Should I be happy?

Hahaha.

2008-01-07T21:30:00.001+08:00

I changed my blogskin, tagboard.

Tired.

Have to study Chemistry.

Sorry Chels, if I don't finish the questions you set me.

Yeah.

Edit:

Zhiyi: I will not. I will not. I will not. I will not.

I want to breakdown.

Or even better, die.

2008-01-07T19:05:00.000+08:00

不知道爲什麽，我總是帶給人們不快樂。

不快樂。

好難看的字眼，但我又能如何呢？

If really, Zhiyi, I bring you such unhappiness, I'm sorry.

I'm sorry 對不起。

我還能說什麽？我不知道，我不曉得。

我難過，是。但是你們比我更難受，不是麽？對不起，我害了你們，害了你們那麽地不快樂、那麽地難過難受討厭。

我真的真的很對不起。

如果你們真的不要我的話，我離開。

I'm sorry Zhiyi. I shouldn't come back after suspecting you. I have no right to be hurt. I don't.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

*

Tag reply
Jasline: Yeah I did. Not emo. I'm not emo. Haha.

2008-01-05T14:12:00.000+08:00

Got all of my Fahrenheit stuff yesterday, haha. Spending 30++ on such stuff is a little extreme, but ah, Jiro Jiro Jiro.

LOL.

Everything! Lol.

Both versions of the album. Look at the vast difference in their sizes, HAHA.

Man version, which is super big. Can't display it on my shelf already, sigh.

The normal-sized Boy version, haha. Arron doesn't look like Arron here, hmmm.

I got all four file folders because I bought two. LOL.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥! Jiro. Is. Hot.

Arron's, which I might possibly use for school until I get a new file. Haha.

Might possibly use Calvin's too, haha.

Chun's, which I'm giving to Chelsea as payment for her Chemistry 惡補lessons, HAHA.

That's all, which is actually quite little, LOL.

408 has a new Chinese teacher, and when she asked us to write a self-introductory piece of introduction (?), I wrote this...

HAHA.

Another one:

Shit. I need to study, not think about them all the time!

:/

2008-01-02T19:44:00.000+08:00

《親愛的，那不是愛情》

*

我暗戀她，四年了。

記得，看到她的第一天，我不小心把熱牛奶灑在她的校服上。我很急，急著把牛奶擦掉，紙巾全都拿出來準備好了。但是我忘記了：她是女生，而我是男生。媽媽不是常常說嗎，男女授受不清啊。

剛伸出去的手立刻縮回，而她只是微笑。“沒關係，去洗一洗就好了。” 她離開，我還愣在那邊。站了很久很久，微笑一直在腦海繞啊繞…怎麽樣也無法指示自己親手按下腦裡的刪除按鈕。

“臭小子，談戀愛了哦？”

媽媽一邊煮晚餐，一邊説道。是嗎？戀愛的時候，頭會不會飄飄的，臉上無時無刻地泛起微笑？會不會一直想，一直想著那個人啊？看到那個人的時候，會不會臉紅、詞窮啊？

“當然會啊！怎麽，那個女孩怎樣啊？”

唉，把腦海裡的想法全部都說出來了……

“跟媽媽說啊！你喜歡誰啊？”

是啊媽媽，我好像戀愛了。

*

從小就很喜歡音樂，自然就進了音樂學校。個性真的如好友們所說，很安靜。與其試圖與陌生人説話，我寧願自己一個人呆在琴房，練練自己主修的樂器：大提琴。

我最喜歡的琴房，很古老，很舊。大多數的學生因爲琴房的距離離教室太遠，都不願意長途跋涉地走到那邊去。因此，人不多，正合我意。大提琴，不是很容易彈。朋友們都很好奇，爲什麽我對大提琴那麽熱情呢？

我很喜歡它的聲音。低沉，有安全感。安全感……是我想給我媽媽的。爸爸死得早，媽媽獨自一個人把我養大，把我的興趣變成我的學業，為我做了那麽多事情…雖然說，媽媽每次表示自己很獨立，不必人家陪……

但是她依然是個女人，女人不是都需要人家疼，人家愛的嗎？

“誰說的啊？”

停止拔弦，擡頭看看。平時，這裡沒人的。怎麽會無意中地出現一個人呢？好奇心快速地生長，縱使我立刻擡頭看看這位究竟是誰。

是她。

“不是每個女人需要人家疼，好不好？” 她怎麽知道我是那麽想的呢？除非……
“我又說出來了哦。” 只看她把椅子拉過來，一屁股地坐了下來。“你很奇怪欸。大家都不來這裡，你怎麽偏偏就來啊？”

愣住了。她好直接哦。

“我……” 看看我，又開始詞窮了。臉頰開始發燙，一定是臉紅了。我真的很沒用啊，實在是個孬種… 耳邊響起她的笑聲，自己更加不好意思了。看，人家都在笑你了啦。

“好可愛哦。” 眼睛立刻往上看。可愛？從來就沒人這樣形容過我啊。她一定是看了我那訝異的表情，又開始笑了。“你怎麽一直笑啊…” 她也笑太久了吧？自己一直不安地咕噥，實在不像自己的平日風格。

“你也主修大提琴哦？” 爽朗的笑聲停止了，其而代替的是個問題。“是啊。” 不知道哪裡來的勇氣，我回答了她。“是哦？我也是欸！” 怎麽跟我第一次看到她，有那麽大的差別啊？

那麽多話…令我感到那麽一點的意外。

也許，我們可能成爲朋友。

*

冬天來了，而我正在琴房等著她。冷颼颼的風吹進了琴房，但是我卻很溫暖。也許是因爲手裡握著一瓶熱牛奶，但是是更因爲，我快要告白了。是啊，我這個安靜到不行的人，要告白了。

回想起了前幾個月前發生的一件件事，我笑了。

“你大提琴拉得很好。” 她常常這樣稱讚我。我不曉得是不是真的，但是我總是回敬著一句“你也是啊”。她的開朗多話，我的沉默寡言，雖然奇怪，但是奇妙地配合。

“畢業後，你想干嘛啊？” 這個問題，把我問倒了。我倒是沒想過，但是第一時間内，媽媽的臉龐閃過自己的腦海裡。“照顧媽媽。” 她好笑地歪著頭，看著我。

“好孝順哦，真是讓人家很喜歡你欸。” 俏皮地眨了眨眼，她真的很快樂。很令人喜歡，真的嗎？不知道，她是不是喜歡我呢？感覺自己開始傻笑，但是不像阻止自己。她會喜歡我嗎？

“喂，走啦~” 擡頭一看，原來她已經走到那麽遠了啊？“走啦！” 她跑了回來，拉著我的手，開始快跑。“不要那麽快…” 自己平時沒那麽快走路的啊，可是她不知道是故意沒聽見，還越跑越快。

“好啦。” 突然地停了下來，她調皮地吐了吐舌頭。“你…” 她仍然牽著我的手，如果她不曉得的話，我是不是在佔她的便宜啊？“怎麽了？” 她漫不經心，我卻很不安。

“你的手…” 她的雙眼瞄到了我們仍然握住的手，而且…笑了？“幹嘛啦，害羞哦？那，你握住我的手了，你要負責任哦~” 負責任？我慌了。我是很願意，但是她願意嗎？

“你看你，真可愛欸！開玩笑的啦。” 唉，又被她耍了。

“你還會是我的朋友嗎？”

“這個句子很長哦。當然啦。”

“這個是約定？”

笑聲，然後自己的手被握緊。

“我們是好朋友啊！”

*

“哈囉，想什麽啊？”

她來了。

“熱牛奶哦！你該不會是要把它又潑到我的校服了吧？”

嚇到了我，我連忙地搖搖頭。“不是不是。” 同樣的，她拉了那一把椅子，坐下來了。“開玩笑的啦。” 同樣地坐下來，正面地面對著她。“給你的。” 燦爛的微笑再一次地出現在她的臉上，她接過了牛奶瓶。

“謝謝咯。熱牛奶是我的最愛欸。”

“你也是我的啊。”

她愣住了。這個場景，有點好笑。通常楞住的人，是我啊。這一次輪到她這個活寶徹底地訝異，我很意外，卻很想笑。這是第一次哦。

“你…在開玩笑吧？”

“沒有啊。”

“我…”

沉默。

“你喜歡我嗎？”

“喜歡。”

“可是我…”

沉默。

“我們不是…約定了嗎？”

“那…”

沉默。

“其實…親愛的，那不是愛情啊。”

*

親愛的，那不是愛情。

八個字，深深地刺進新坑裡。

很痛，但是無可奈何啊。

因爲，那並不是愛情。

*

2008-01-02T19:43:00.000+08:00

First day of school today. Nothing's different, at least not until a really large extent.

Haha.

:)

2008-01-01T16:26:00.000+08:00

新年快樂！

Happy New Year everyone, hahahaha.

Was watching the 台中跨年晚會：舞動台中魅力之都 with Mel last night, and the both of us were laughing like crazy when Fahrenheit appeared.

很難聽，但是很HIGH!

LOL.

Have a happy 2008 everyone!

:D

2007-12-31T17:49:00.000+08:00

Today... I received two letters.

Haha, so I opened them up!

Meilin sent me one,

So did Ayaka!

Went off to look closely at the cards...

Mel's, 很用心哦。

Ayaka's, 很搞笑。

謝謝你們！

你看，我很開心哦~

謝謝謝謝謝謝咯~

愛你們！

2007-12-31T00:14:00.000+08:00

Have you seen her?

I want to find her.

好朋友，莫過於此啦。

:)

2007-12-30T19:16:00.000+08:00

現在在聽《不能說的·秘密》原聲帶的Angel。

雖然只是個演奏曲，但是很好聽。

有時候，沒歌詞比有歌詞來得好很多。沒説話，比説話來得好。

昨天淩晨獨自看了《不能說的·秘密》，哭了。我喜歡它的純真、純淨。當然，配樂真的很好聽。喜歡它的情節，一直在想。

如果這種事情發生在我的身上，結局會不會一樣呢？

路小雨很幸運，而她也會繼續幸運下去。

答案雖然不可思議，但是我相信。

被心愛的人親吻的感覺，應該很好吧？

路小雨葉湘倫，加油。

2007-12-30T13:38:00.000+08:00

It was a fine day today, until something really horrible spoilt Meilin's day.

Oh, what did she do to deserve this! (Cue dramatic music) She was just innocently surfing the Internet when she unwittingly, oh unwittingly! found this absolutely horrifying, horrible scan (blurry at that too, AHAHA) of this!

HORRIFYING~!

LOL. And therefore she sent it to the owner of this blog, who Photoshopped it. (Above photo, heh)

"Do not fear, Hazel is here!" With that, the owner of this blog promptly went off to make something that would allow poor Meilin to smile!

"I am back! And there you go, my dear!"

And Meilin grinned in glee!

Oh gosh, Fahrenheit and S.H.E! Her loves, her loves.

:)

The End.

2007-12-29T14:48:00.000+08:00

忽略。

多麽不完美的字眼啊。

不、完、美。

Imperfect。

看了，讓人討厭。討厭討厭。

很討厭。

真的……很討厭。

2007-12-28T23:17:00.000+08:00

I stayed at home today. I think I can you know, be a 宅女 and make it my full time job, ahaha.

Been watching my TXF DVD so many times that I can fast-forward until the precise part that I want to watch. Heh.

Bored. That's the word to describe me today.

Oh well.

Preordered the two versions of 雙面飛輪海,which cost me about 30 plus. I think I should stop spending money like that already.

I will be poor in no time.

STOP SPENDING MONEY ALREADY HAZEL!

Haha.

I was bored that night, and I took this...

Too bad my 終極一家 books weren't in the picture, ha. 我很奢侈耶。

哎喲哎喲喲~

My mum still hasn't ordered my DS Lite for me.

Boo.

2007-12-26T18:34:00.000+08:00

Had nothing to do, so I Googled "drumsticks online" just now (I know, stupid thing to do, but I was bored... HAHA.)

And I found this!

Really looks like 驚雷,doesn't it? LOL.

Wait, I just found a picture of a pair of them...

-Goes off to edit-

-Comes back-

Here you go...

Hmmm. They look nice, and from what the website says, they're sturdy too! Haha. Maybe I should get them. Maybe not, heh.

Where is Mel?

And that Vivian has gone missing again, :(

:/

EDIT:

I FOUND IT.

I FOUND THE REAL ONE.

LOL!

HAHAHAHA.

Compare it to the one in the Weapon Book:

They are the same!

Me loves 驚雷. :)

2007-12-26T03:50:00.000+08:00

My cousin said she would buy 驚雷for me.

Haven't gotten it yet though.

I miss drumming.

2007-12-25T21:28:00.000+08:00

I want to eat Bak Kwa.

I love Bak Kwa!

Haha.

Went out today with Vivian to pay the seller today, and took a cab down.

It cost me 10 bucks. :(

LOL.

The seller turned out to be a guy, when both Vivian and I thought it would be a woman instead, haha. And he's Vivian's friend's volleyball senior, AHA. Followed her back to her cousin's house to pass the house key to her cousin, then we walked to Macs to eat.

I like eating with Vivian, she makes you feel happy.

It's hard to find a friend like her.

WAIT. MY COUSINS ARE STEPPING ON MY BED.

-ZOOMS OFF-

-COMES BACK-

WHAT THE !@#$%^&*()_ DID THEY DO TO MY CEILING/BEDSHEET?!!?

ROAR!

Forget it, it's supposed to be Christmas today, no?

I miss Vivian.

And Mel.

And Linga.

And of course, my dearest Ayaka.

:(

EDIT:

忘了說一聲：函岑生日快樂哦！
不懂我們後援會送給你的禮物，你收到了沒？
希望你會喜歡哦。
嘿。

YOU ARE A FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT.

YOU DARE TO SAY THAT YOU DON'T KNOW HOW YOU GOT THAT SIGGIE?

HA!

YOUR FUCKING WEAK LIE HAS BEEN EXPOSED!

I WORK THERE YOU BLOODY ASSHOLE SHIT, AND I AM GOING TO FIND OUT WHAT IS YOUR ACCOUNT.

AND I AM GOING TO MAKE CAROL BAN YOU.

YOU SAW THAT RIGHT.

BAN FUCKING YOU!

ASSHOLE.

2007-12-22T20:52:00.000+08:00

AYAKA!

Okay I know.

I know you love me now.

Okay.

Me, the great one, believes you.

HAHA.

Love you too!

:)

2007-12-21T22:47:00.000+08:00

Went out with Vivian today.

Went to get loads of Christmas presents, and I bought a humongous card.

Really.

Haha.

2007-12-19T17:32:00.000+08:00

I wonder what would happen when I die.

Nothing much I guess.

我死了，人家大概就會漠不關心吧。

Nobody's going to refute this statement since nobody reads my blog anyway. Everybody is too busy with their own lives to actually care about me.

And I am not emo. I just think.

Why? Heh, probably because I spend all of the time that I live in my house, with nothing to do at all. That's why I think.

And rot away. And eat. And grow fat. And think how stupid I've been this past year. I don't know why I've been that dumb either. Can't blame anybody else but me.

What a joke. What do I expect to get from blogging this post? Nobody's going to see it, so I won't get the comfort I want. And I want comfort? Hah, I want it. But I don't deserve it. Nobody is very willing to give me any, either.

Everybody is so happy.

I'm not. I feel so bad, I shouldn't be here.

I'm having second thoughts about Sunday. I will be ignored there anyway, plus I'm not even one of them, so why go? But I can't not give Puddington her present. And Linga too.

I'll go. And give them. And leave. Nobody will notice.

I just want to curl up in bed forever.

Where is everybody?

Away from me.

2007-12-18T23:37:00.000+08:00

I hate people who violate intellectual property.

And do not admit that they are in the wrong.

Go and die.

*

Han Cen's present is going to be sent to her soon... At least that's what Carol said, haha. It actually feels weird to see the stuff I made/bought, in another person's house. HAHA.

I'm just happy she's going to get it.

:D

Phase One of Puddington's Present: Complete

2007-12-17T11:26:00.000+08:00

I'm tired of being threatened.

I hate it when I'm banned from the computer.

I HATE IT.

AND I HATE YOU TOO.

YES.

YOU, THE ONE WITH THE SURNAME CHAN.

GO AND DIE.

I MEAN IT. LEAVE ME ALONE.

2007-12-09T01:41:00.000+08:00

风筝有风
海豚有海
我存在在我的存在
所以明白
所以离开
所以不再为爱而爱
自己存在在你之外

對啊。我自己本身就是個生存体，不是在你身上的寄生蟲。

我不是。

我存在，並不代表我需要你。我不需要你。你，也是一個獨立的生存体。我們不是個生命共同體，知道嗎？

我知道了。你呢？

你揮霍了我對你的信賴、關懷、崇拜。

快，快領悟吧。讓我，讓你一起逃脫吧。

2007-11-30T13:09:00.000+08:00

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2007-11-26T13:15:00.000+08:00

Eh Ayaka. Next time, let me copy your posts okay. TYPING IT OUT ALL OVER AGAIN IN THE OFFICE IS DAMN TIRING. BOO.

I digress.

Let's goooooooo

*

1) Are you a Male or Female?
你我都是傻瓜 - Howl
Huh, 男孩兒女孩兒傻傻分不清楚？LOL.

2) Describe yourself
我們的紀念日 - 范瑋琪
Yeah, I remember stuff. ALOT OF STUFF. :D

3) How do you feel about yourself?
冬季戀曲 - 唐姓帥哥禹哲
Yeah, it's cold in the office now...

4) Describe your ex
奔 - 孫燕姿
I think he ran away. Ahaha.

5) Describe your current... one
曖昧 - 楊丞琳
Um. No comment

6) Describe your current location
寧夏 - 梁靜茹
Isn't that a place in China? LOL. But as they say, summer's all year round in Singapore. :D

7) Describe who you wanna be
潘多拉 - 張韶涵
I don't want! I DON'T WANT TO RELEASE ALL OF MAN'S MISERIES INTO THE WORLDDDDDDDDDDD.
LOL

8) Describe your best friend
我有我的Young - 飛輪海
Yeah, they're all um, young. HAHA.

9) Your favourite colour is?
超喜歡你 - 飛輪海
This has absolutely no link. Ahaha. It's yellow by the way. HAHA.

10) You know that:
我愛你 - SHE
Yeah, I know that people love me. For varying reasons. :D

11) What is the weather like?
飛行部落 - FIR
UM. NO LINK. AHAHA.

12) If your life was a television show, what would it be called?
Get High - FIR
Yeah, how do you know that I'm currently high due to a lack of glucose? AHAHA.

13) What is life to you?
說愛你 - 蔡依林
Loving people that deserve to be loved？ＬＯＬ．

14) What is the best advice you have to give?
超快感　－　孫燕姿
Have a fruitful and fast life? Ahaha.

15) If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
月桂女神　－　SHE
HAHAHA THAT WOULD BE DAPHNE. NOT BAD.

16) How do you feel about the opposite sex?
放不下　－　龔詩嘉
A little.

17) Why are you doing this survey?
單眼皮　－　楊丞琳
Um, no link? LOL.

18) You hate:
回馬槍　－　唐姓帥哥禹哲～
I don't really know what's that, but it might mean backstabbing. Hmmm. Whatever Danson says, ahahaha.

19) Describe your worst enemy:
瘦瘦的　－　梁靜茹
She... is one million tons away from being that. AHAHA.

20) What's in your back pocket?
藉口　－　周傑倫
藉口在口袋。Ｙｅａｈ　ｒｉｇｈｔ．　ＬＯＬ．

21) What's your first thought when you first wake up? (GRAMMATICALLY WRONG!)
晴天　－　周傑倫
Hmm, is it going to be a fine day today? :D

22) What's your point of view of immigrants coming into the country?
哲學家　－　范瑋琪
Some of them might be, ahaha.

23) What was the last thing you told someone?
快樂崇拜　－　潘瑋柏／張韶涵
Okay, let's be happy! AHAHA.

*

How does the world see you?
如果的事　－　范瑋琪／張韶涵
Hmm.

Will I have a happy life?
倔強　－　五月天
I'm stubborn. Okay then I guess I'll fight for my happiness. LOL.

What do my friends really think of me?
一個像夏天一個像秋天　－　范瑋琪
I have a split personality. YEAH.

Do people secretly lust over me?
觸電　－　SHE
AHAHA. OKAY THEY DO, LOL!

How can I make myself happy?
分開以後　－　唐姓帥哥禹哲～
When I leave that stupid mess behind? Ahaha.

What should I do with my life?
謝謝愛　－　花園精靈　Ｓｉｓｔｅｒ　Ｇａｒｄｅｎ
Thank those that love me. :D

Will I ever have children?
獨唱情歌　－　Ｔａｎｋ／Ｓｅｌｉｎａ
HUH.

What is some good advice for me?
怎麽辦　－　ＳＨＥ
Yeah, what do I do with my pay? HAHA.

How will I be remembered?
Goodbye My Love - SHE
It sounds like only when I die, then will I be remembered. :(

What is my signature dancing song?
Ring Ring Ring - SHE
HAHA. OKAY.

What do I think is my current theme song?
Love x3 - FIR
Haha, don't think so. LOL.

What does everyone think my current theme song is?
珊瑚海　－　周傑倫／Ｌａｒａ
Do you really? HAHA.

What song would play at my funeral?
Perhaps Love - HowL and J
LOL. OKAY OKAY I WOULD LIKE TO SEE MY DESCENDANTS PLAY THIS, AHAHA.

What type of men/women do you like?
愛我　－　唐姓帥哥禹哲～
Evidently, those that love me. Like Danson. LOL.

What is my day going to be like?
真的　－　張韶涵
真的………　會很好。哈哈哈哈～

*

STUPID. HAHA.

2007-11-24T00:08:00.000+08:00

I dunno why the heck am I doing so many tests/quizzes/whatever you call them (personality tests?!) nowadays.

Ah, but since I've already written a love letter to a woman, what else is it that I cannot do?

But I digress.

:D

*

List out your top 5 birthday presents that you wish for:
1. A new pair of drumsticks.
2. A drum set.
3. Danson Tang
4. Jiro Wang
5. Happiness

Answer the following questions:
1. The person who tagged you is?
Isabell Chew Yan/Ayaka Sachiko (whatever that crazy woman has changed her name to now, ahahaha)

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
We’re um… yeah, um… best friends. LOL.

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
1. That woman is crazy.
2. She loves to be crazy.
3. I can’t think of anything else except crazy, so… creative? LOL.
4. She loves Mickey/Minnie Mouse. When I like Donald Duck more. Ahaha.
5. She loves me. I know.

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
Buy a birthday cake for me, then try to smash it in my face, causing me to run two stories down, and have many people look at me like I’m crazy. Yeah, memorable eh. :)

5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you?
"You’re my best friend” ? Ahaha.

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
Um, I don’t think that will ever happen. Because basically, I would have been married to Danson Tang by then? AHAHAHA.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
Look more like Danson. AHAHA.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy you will?
This would neh happen. Because she loves me too much.

11.Your overall impression of him/her is?
Crazy woman’s who’s madly in love with me.

(I really don't know what happened to the missing questions. Really. Maybe Danson ate them up. :D)

13.The character(s) you love of yourself is/are?
I can drum. And I um, can code a blog? LOL.

14.On the contrary, the character(s) you hate of yourself is/are?
I am wishy-washy. And petty.

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
Cai Han Cen. LOL. Only for her drumming skills. Still, it wouldn’t hurt to have her looks. Ehehehe.

16.List 10 people. in alphabetical order.

1. Aaron Chan. (Ah, it has been long…)
2. Ayaka Sachiko (Ehehe)
3. Ashley Ong Simin
4. Meilin Yoong
5. Jessabelle
6. Vivian Koh Koh Koh XiaoBu
7. Ling Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah
8. Zhiyi
9. Xuewen
10. Jollin
(I KNOW, IT’S NOT IN ALPHABETICAL ORDER. SO WHAT? AHAHA)

17.Who is no.6 (Vivian Koh XiaoBu) having a relationship with?
Me, Danson Tang Yuzhe, Arron Yan Yalun.

18.Is no.9 (Xuewen) a male or female?
Evidently so, isn’t it?

19.If no.7 (Ling Ah) and 10 (Jollin) are together, will it be a good thing?

I would die laughing. AHAHAH.

20.How about no.8 (Zhiyi) and 5 (Jessabelle)?
I’m not sure if they know each other. Hehe.

21.What is no.2 (Ayaka Sachiko) studying about?
How to be the craziest person on Earth? Seems like it to me, :)

22.When was the last time you had a chat with no.3 (Simin)?
Quite a long time ago I guess? Haha.

23.What kind of music band does no.8 (Zhiyi) like?
Chinese. Jay Chou. I think?

24. Does no.1 (Aaron) has any siblings?
Yes, an older sister.

25. Will you woo no.3 (Simin)?
That would be incest. AHAHA.

26. Is no.4 (Meilin) single?
Evidently not, seeing that she’s married to me? AHA.

27. What's the surname of no.5 (Jessabelle)?
Um. Haha.

28. What's the hobby of no.4 (Meilin)?
Stoning. Going crazy over Arron Yan. Hitting me. Ahaha.

29.Do no.5 (Jessabelle) and 9 (Xuewen) get along well?
The problem is, they don’t even know each other. Aha.

30.Where is no.2 (Ayaka Sachiko) studying at?
Nan Hua High School, which she is super excited about going back to tomorrow.

31.Talk something casually about no.1 (Aaron)?
I used to hate him. Then not hate him. Then hate him. Then not hate him again.

32. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8 (Zhiyi)?
Possibly. Ever thought of why I hate Aaron? :)

33.Where does no.9 (Xuewen) live at?
Somewhere far away in the East.

34.What color does no.4 (Meilinl)like?
Blue?

35. Are no.5 (Jessabelle) and 1 (Aaron) best friends?
NO. Aaron has no best friends. I hate him. Ahaha.

36.Does no.7 (Ling Ah) like no.2 (Ayaka)?
They don’t know each other. This is getting stupid. Ehehe.

37. How did you get to know no.2 (Ayaka)?
In school. Where else?

38. Does no.1 (Aaron) have any pets?
No, he just is someone else’s. HA

39. Is no.7 (Ling Ah) the sexiest person in the world?
YES. LING AH I LOVE YOU! AND YOUR SEXY BACK! AHAHAHA!

*
I AM DONE.LOL.

And I'm quite happy today.

My problems are solved.

Thanks, :D

2007-11-19T23:09:00.000+08:00

Yes I RANDOMLY saw my name in Wife's blog.

Oh well.

*

SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE ME :

-Being alone in a foreign place. (That I don't like, ha)

-Walking alone somewhere deserted, again, alone.

-Horror movies.

-Tea. Green tea.

-That cockroach that appeared in my sink.

-Fighting with people that I love, and ending up in tears.

-People ignoring me.

SEVEN THINGS I LIKE THE MOST :

-Danson.

-Jiro.

-My family.

-Vivian, Meilin, Linga, Hinfong, Ayaka.

-Summer.

-Writing.

-Reading.

SEVEN IMPORTANT THINGS IN MY ROOM :

-School stuff (Collectively known as one.)

-My handphone.

-MP3.

-Danson's, Fahrenheit's and SHE's autographed albums.

-Danson's furled up poster.

-Drumsticks.

-Drumming textbook.

SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME :

-I just took up the drums, when I cannot count properly.

-I have just fallen in love with Danson Tang. Because he is so hot.

-My emotions are fluctuating, and I don't have chocolate.

-I have two definite wives: Xuewen and Jollin.

-I think Linga's cute. And thought she had thick makeup on when I saw her for the first time.

-I love Jiro. Well, along with Danson, that is.

-My personality is so weird, people who meet me for the first time think I'm crazy. Or, they won't dare to talk ~~offend~~ to me. Yeah.

SEVEN THINGS I PLAN TO DO BEFORE I DIE :

-Get married by 21. To ~~Jiro~~ Danson. LOL.

-Make my parents proud of me.

-Study in Taiwan. More specifically, in 文化大學。

-Be an expert at drumming.

-Have flawless skin.

-Work in Taiwan. In a producing company.

-Find my other half.

SEVEN THINGS I CAN DO :

-Write.

-Conceptualize.

-Act. Weird.

-Think in-depth.

-Drum.

-Sing. (Horribly)

-Edit.

SEVEN THINGS I CAN'T DO :

-Be nice to my mother for a very long time.

-Not eat chocolate.

-Stand people with bad grammar.

-Stop being emo and weird.

-Not fall in love with Danson, and um, Jiro.

-Play the piano like Lu XiaoYu in Secret can.

-Stand that junior of mine.

SEVEN THINGS THAT ATTRACT ME TO THE OPPOSITE SEX :

-The eyes.

-The height. (I like people who are one head or more taller than me. Jiro/Danson are.)

-The expression.

-If they're filial.

-If they have dimples.

-If they have that something.

-If they happen to look like Danson/Jiro.

SEVEN THIHNGS I SAY THE MOST :

Oh my God.

Um.

Uh.

是不是。

LOL.

就是説嘛。

Like.

SEVEN CELEB CRUSHES :

-Danson Tang.

-Jiro Wang.

-Danson Tang.

-Danson Tang.

-Danson Tang.

-Danson Tang.

-Jiro Wang.

seven people i want to see taking this test :

-Meilin.

-Linga. (If you see this)

-小布 (I don't think you'll see this)

-Ayaka.

-NA

-NA

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Yeah. :)

2007-11-18T18:58:00.000+08:00

好的。

我只能說，我已經被某個帥到不行的男藝人電得神魂顛倒了。

即是：

姓唐的唐禹哲。

拜托，他的眼睛簡直是漏電的好不好？！？！人又好好好好到不行。我想啊，大東，你的朋友也太優秀了吧？對不起了哦，我要轉人了誒。呵呵呵。

老實說啊，他的眼睛不輸給我唯一說過眼睛好看的男藝人：炎亞綸。

哼，其實還超過了耶。唐姓帥哥的眼睛電力太多了啦，沒有故意要發電，各位粉絲都會被電到自己姓什麽都會忘記，哈哈哈。

由於太帥了的關係，我沒拍照，哈哈！沒有啦，因爲相機沒電池了，所以沒帶來，要照片也只好向小布索取咯。

哎呀。電力太強，到現在還心有餘悸呢。

帥到不行~

2007-10-29T23:44:00.000+08:00

我回來了~

這幾天都在臺灣的漂亮首都，臺北，度過，還蠻好玩的呢，哈哈。這次旅行，其實玩得還蠻瘋狂的，哇哈哈哈哈（阿佩兒！我愛你！）。臺灣其實是我一直都很想去的一個地方（雖然說，家人因爲這樣覺得我很奇怪），這次能夠去得成，心情當然很愉快啊。

可是，心，有一點動搖了。

一只一來，我是很想很想到臺北讀書，甚至到哪裏讀書我都已經想好了（文化大學啦，那個炎亞綸的前學校，呵呵）。可是現在，我開始懷疑，自己有能力在那邊一個人生存嗎？我自己本身覺得，自己是一個還算是個嬌生慣養的一個人。從小到現在啊，我都有我最親愛的女傭在身邊服侍我……

但是咧，我仍然認爲我有能力自己生活。直到，我看到臺灣人的強烈生存意識，我才有點開始反省了………………自己可以嗎？OK嗎？想了超久，得到了以下的結論：

·自己的生存意識還算可以，可是要增加自己的street smart程度
·自己真的真的很想很想很想到文化大學讀書啊~
·自己本身很喜歡臺灣人/臺灣文化/之類之類……

所以呢……繼續朝著自己的夢想前進！雖然說，這次聽到什麽文化大學並不是很好的大學之類的話……但是我還是認定了這所學校，文大，我來咯~

*

這次的臺灣之旅真的很好玩，拍的照也比平時到外地旅行來得多，哈哈。沒辦法啦，來到自己最最最喜歡的國家，怎麽能夠放過這個良好機會呢？哈哈。

可是，我也很不爽。為麽？因爲……

我被困在陽明山上。

天啊！！！

That, is the stupidest thing to ever happen.

心愛的文大還在山上咧。（翻白眼……）被困了差不多半個小時，巴士才到來，大家才能夠逃離開始下起大雨的陽明山。

生活，也不是這樣嗎？有時候，太有保握，自己就會迷失了方向……我猜，我們這時都應該在這個階段吧，是否要踏出第一步，還是三思而後行會比較好噢。

就像我一樣。想了想了、考慮考慮、決定決定，最後……還是決定遺忘了啊。自己其實並不恨他們，只是無法接受而已啊。哎呀，兜了那麽多，還是忘記、原諒了啊。真不知道自己干嘛亂亂折磨著自己啦。

因爲，笨咯。

睡覺了~ 改天再來分享臺灣趣事哦~

:)

2007-10-21T14:00:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was my first drum lesson.

Did okay I suppose, haha. Can't expect myself to be like Han the first time I try it, no? HAHA. Anyway, it was pretty okay. My motor skills were abit off, but...

AHAHA.

It was fun. Did take my mind off some unpleasant stuff. I guess it was right to take up this instrument eh. All the beating of the drums need loads of concentration... and that helps to take your mind off stuff that you don't want to think about.

Furthermore, drummers are cool. I.E: Therefore I am cool. LOL. HAHA. But when you sit in front of the drums... you become somebody else. I hope I'll be able to reach Han's/Hebe's standard soon. Actually Hebe's easier to reach. Hers was pretty basic I suppose, while Han's drumming is much more difficult and eloquent I guess.

Eh, this has become an All-About-Drumming post! HAHA. Leaving for Taiwan on Wednesday, by the way. Hmm, must bring loads of Arron Yan stuff back. For Puddington and that Meilin, ahaha. Oh yeah, some for the AF Puddings too.

And... yeah. HAHA.

Byebye.

*

放不下
龚诗嘉
词：徐世珍曲：方木雄编曲：Tim Ngoh
★ 寒江雪

你好吗　
你的夜是不是跟我的一样漫长
是不是　
还把我给你的爱好好戴在手上
要坚强　
我常常对着镜子里的人大声讲
虽然说　
孤独的想一个人好像一种惩罚
MSN上太多的路人甲
偶尔你也该上来说说话
想着你的温柔　
想着你的模样　
我放不下
都说过了再见　
我们各自飞翔　
各自长大
抱紧爱会挣扎　
放开爱会心慌　
神也很忙
到底要实现哪个愿望
离开你那麽傻　
可以後侮吗

风很大　
怕你又穿得太少会让自己着凉
我很棒　
一个人换了灯泡房间变得很亮
每一天　
发生的事情我都好想要跟你讲
爱很怪　
什麽都介意最後又什麽都原谅
Ooh心里最深的牵挂
越想遗忘越不能忘

2007-10-05T22:56:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time. Since I've worn contacts or blogged.

But I did/am doing them today! Haha.

Today was the last paper of the EOYs, and yeah, went out with Vivian to get my X Family novel first. Haha, she looked super tired la, because she woke up at 7 in order not to be late for our 10 am date.

LOL!

Yup, and went to KBox after that. They were singing Qiang Qiang, then Mo Li, then I started crying for no apparent reason.

Ah.

Yeah, and I continued for a little while before I started being normal again, by singing super loudly and hard. Haha, Jessabelle was staring at me strangely right! I don't have any pictures here, but they took lots. And Jessabelle took some of me when I was singing 我們的紀念日, sheesh woman!

Later I sue you then you know.

HAHA!

Yeah, and I'm way behind for The X Family! I'm only at 34 when 43 is out. Hey, that's opposites! LOL LOL!

I sound so high mainly because I've been appointed an Co-Admin in Lao Po and Lao Po's forum. HAHAHAHA！

Shall go edit some stuff now, byebye. LOL.

And one siggie before I go!

Tell me if it's nice, heh.

:)

2007-08-26T14:46:00.000+08:00

我覺得我是那種人家會很喜歡的那種朋友。

因爲啊，我都不會比他們好看，比他們用工，比他們聰明。Plus，我是可以用過就丟掉的那一類的朋友。方便，又不會污染環境，那多好啊！再加上不會有後遺症，欺騙我欺詐我都OK，根本就不用理會我的感受。嗯……這樣子真的好像很好噢，都不會惹到任何麻煩，因爲我是那種膽小鬼，不會去閙去吵的那種朋友。所以咯，當你們又要回我的時候啊，也是可以輕而易舉地把我要回。

我實在是太方便。

你們要我這種朋友嗎？

2007-08-23T20:11:00.000+08:00

Haven't been blogging for super long.

Hahaha.

Anyway, am now seriously addicted to The X Family, and Mel keeps complaining that "Why isn't my Arron out yet?!?!"

Buahahaha. They say he's going to be out soon, so don't worry too much. Not that I'd like to see him with his 抛眉眼-ing and chewing on a metal fork at that.

Hee.

I would like to upload a picture now but I'm too lazy to retrieve both wire and phone.

Hope tomorrow comes soon!

So I can watch my show and be perfectly happy.

:D

2007-08-16T22:30:00.000+08:00

It has been approximately 28 days since I last blogged.

And I have been crying every night since Monday. Will anybody see this? Dunno, but I think I'll continue crying tomorrow.

No wonder I'm always so worn out in the mornings.

2007-07-19T21:08:00.000+08:00

Oh man.

I was so tired I slept in the bus today. And found myself lolling on Aaron's shoulder when I woke up.

HOW STUPID CAN I GET?!?!

I should have fallen on Zhiyi or something, but my right had to be my better side. It HAD to be, of all sides. (Actually, there's only two, so there isn't much to complain about, ha)

Anyway I felt really stupid, and somehow I sense Zhiyi took a picture. LOL. I kept apologising after that, 'cos it was bloody embarassing.

Eeewww.

And this is what Mel told me when I told her:

[b][c=#44DBAA]`CRAZY ARH! -MEILIN![/c][/b] says:
darling, things are unexpected

Demise of her intoxicated clarity. says:
um, okay

[b][c=#44DBAA]`CRAZY ARH! -MEILIN![/c][/b] says:
lol.

[b][c=#44DBAA]`CRAZY ARH! -MEILIN![/c][/b] says:
then after that..

[b][c=#44DBAA]`CRAZY ARH! -MEILIN![/c][/b] says:
dont know what liao

[b][c=#44DBAA]`CRAZY ARH! -MEILIN![/c][/b] says:
imagine..

Yeah right you crazy woman. I hate you, go away. HAHA KIDDING LA, BUT YOU ARE REALLY VERY LAME LOR.

And I left my file in school, heck. And I'm not sure if Chemistry Practicals 5 & 6 are in my file, shittttttttttttttt.

I think I'm going to have a sore throat.

And...

Yeah.

:)

2007-07-14T19:00:00.000+08:00

I've got a Crumpler, and I am damn happy.

Yay.

:(

2007-07-08T11:51:00.000+08:00

Just went out for breakfast, and it's hot like HELL. Stupid global warming. Anyway, went to watch my mum and cousins learn how to blade yesterday, and took some pictures! HAHA, OH YEAH AND MY COUSINS' COACH LOOKS LIKE 正哲 from 王子变青蛙! LOL.

Sipei: Eh, why aren't you learning how to blade?
Me: Um, your mum has come to visit me. (Her mum's my 大姨妈)
Sipei: What? HUH! OKAY LOR!

Lame, I know. HAHA. Anyway, some of the pictures that I took:

Wearing their gear. My cousin was complaining that her elbow pads were blue, not pink. LOL.

One of the cute twins (I think) who were there! I think his name is Kieran, my favourite name! LOL, SO CUTE OKAY.

The two of them together, yay!

Cute cute Ethel! I love her, :)

Them together with their 正哲 lookalike teacher, lol. HAHA.

I got cut-off while posting this, so heck to the pictures! I have some weird Cyberwellness presentation tomorrow, and am currently waiting for info to complete English powderpoint. Oh well.

:)

Have a good day people. Have a good day.

2007-07-07T13:51:00.000+08:00

Today is 07/07/07. Once in a century. Well.

*

I just realised that, we haven't been talking 'til, recently. I don't know what I was thinking but... it was awful not talking. I mean, how do you ignore someone who knows you so well? Easy. Just treat him/her as the next Invisible Woman. It frankly, isn't a nice feeling.

Now that we've started talking again, (as in face-to-face, not the MSN/SMS kind), I feel better. It isn't nice to ignore somebody you think is important anyway. You really are good at cheering people up, aren't you?

God of The IC.

Lol. They worship you la, honestly. Which is seriously entertaining, you should come back more often. Anyway, thanks for the lame texts, good for reducing nerves. :)

Thank You, Aaron.

*

Lao Po is currently not so happy. I hope she cheers up soon, cos I think I can't really do much for her. I can just only wish she gets better soon.

Get better soon Lao Po. Don't make me worried again, okay?

:)

*

Oh yeah, had O-Level Chinese Oral yesterday, and the examiners laughed at me!

LAUGHED at me! Probably because I kept rambling on and on about how parents/teachers/etc should teach children to avoid playing on the escalator.

They laughed at me, when I was so super nervous. That is so mean la. :( But I think I did okay for the reading part, except for stumbling on two words.

AH NEVER MIND! IT'S OKAY!

But still, it's blardddddy embarassing to get laughed at while you're valiantly trying to explain that teaching children not to play on the escalator is the right thing to do.

:(

EDIT: I just saw what Gladys wrote in her blog. Wah lau, my hair is NOT noob la! TSK, HAHA.

2007-06-27T21:40:00.000+08:00

I am in a state of denial.

DJ is so not... yeah.

:(

2007-06-25T18:36:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

I KNEW JIRO! WAS MEANT FOR MEEEEEEEE!

LOOK!

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Hazel的成分：

东城作了你的男友：32.24%

吴尊抱得美人归：28.33%

亚伦单腿跪地向你求婚哦：21.82%

你好不容易追到了亚伦/东城/亦儒/吴尊，结果被我搅和黄了：8.77%

亚伦、东城抢着追你，被吴尊抢占了先机，气得亦儒跳河自尽：5.21%

亦儒成功的和你结成连理：3.05%

小样，还没睡醒呢吧：0.59%

*

HAHAHAHA! I knew it! LOL!

2007-06-25T17:54:00.000+08:00

Ah. I got abandoned today.

By Chelsea and Jasline, who both happily skipped home (actually they couldn't: they were in cars), leaving me behind.

But I managed to stagger here, to my aunt's house, by waiting for Da Lao Po extremely patiently.

Damn, I'm so tired, I want to die.

Doesn't sound right though.

Oh well.

2007-06-08T18:21:00.000+08:00

Hey.

Mwahahaha. You Love Me, Then Take This Test.

Hee.

*

Create your own Friend Test here

2007-06-08T17:54:00.000+08:00

Oy.

Myself. I think that You are an extremist okay. Last time, You could use the comp from 9 in the morn to 5 in the dawn, and now your last blog post was on...

Wait, I'll go check.

Was on... the 30th of May. Of which You had a stupid conversation with a stupid idiot (Illuminating, nevertheless) and a few days after the stupid conversation, you were scolded by your best friend. (Still, illuminating). You got pretty upset, but then decided that,

"Heck! She's right, I'm behaving like a mood-swinging bitch!"

And so, You decided to listen to her. Except, that there isn't a chance to show that You really are listening to her.

So stop being an extremist, and buck up.

Bah.

*

And hey, random people are viewing my Friendster profile.

Including people that I don't like.

Mmm, interesting.

OH SHIT I WASN'T SUPPOSED TO SAY THAT! SORRY ZHIYI!

Yeah. Um.

Maybe I'll get used to it next time, heh.

:D

Oh Lao Po, I miss you~!

:(

2007-05-30T21:19:00.000+08:00

I AM A SELFISH BRAT.

SELFISH SELFISH BRAT

I am so ashamed of myself.

Damn it.

2007-04-28T09:19:00.000+08:00

Ignore the previous post. Too angsty for your eyes, not good.

Shit, there's Math tuition later on. And I had two hours of it yesterday. ... ~~Zhiyi you forgot out CONFERENCE!, please remind me to kill you, thanks.~~

I'M SO SORRY ZHIYI! IT WAS MY MISTAKE, MINE!

...

I don't know what to blog anymore. Probably because all of the stuff inside my head are too private to be put up here for prying eyes.

:)

Don't think that I don't know you like him. I mean, you may do so, but please, stop staring at me with daggers of hate for eyes. I can't help it if I'm close to him right? It's too bad you came a year late luh, so don't blame me. :)

Yeah.

2007-04-25T14:38:00.000+08:00

I'm postive you're ignoring me.

And what can I do? I keep making the wrong decisions. Always.

Blame me for all this, blame me.

2007-04-23T20:15:00.000+08:00

跌入谷底的感覺，的確不好過。

它正躺在我的課本里頭。依我看來，它永遠是我的property了啊。起初是想把它撕掉的啦，但是被『某位女士』阻止，所以不果~

明天，明天它的命運應該就會被揭曉了吧。：D

就讓你的壽命延長一些些吧！看，我夠好了吧。

2007-04-22T00:09:00.001+08:00

200 Pounds Beauty is pretty cute, ha. :D

2007-04-20T21:19:00.000+08:00

Damn her.

Hello? Look properly with your eyes, we didn't even do duty today. AND YOU SAY IT'S NOT FAIR. HEY, I DON'T CARE WHO THE HECK YOU ASKED TO ALLOW YOU TO DO YOUR DAMN DJ-ING, BUT HELL, WE REJECTED TO DO DUTY OKAY.

If your eyes are somewhat still functioning properly, you would have NOTICED that the both of us were NOWHERE near the damn PA system.

So stop saying that it's unfair, when it's most lucid that it isn't.

And wow, you got the duties we were offered wrong! Not that it comes as a surprise, heh. AND, I don't think there's a need for us to supposedly 'snatch' duties from you, sorry, you aren't worth that much. Narcissism does do wrong things to a person at times, doesn't it?

Next time you want to go condemn someone, open your damn eyes and SEE, LOOK properly before you damn it open that freaking contraption on your face to spit out untrue silvers of assholic speech.

Bitch.

EDIT:

Ooo, I just read that you hate Jonathan too. Oh well, don't take this post to heart then, :) RIGHT.

2007-04-20T19:45:00.000+08:00

APOLOGIES

To Zhiyi: Sorry for stressing you out huh! And making you cry at that, lol. Anyway, there's not a need to stress yourself for my problem okay, :) I <3 you!

To Mel-lin: Sorry for saying that you were very 討人厭 today 'kay? I was sorta stressed out luh, and couldn't really think properly. SORRY! I <3 you!

To My Conscience: Sorry for not doing what you wanted me to do. I mean... sometimes it does get tiring so... yeah. :) I <3 you My Conscience!

-

Today was Sports Day! And school ended at 11 today, ha. Congrats to my beloved woman who got a BRONZE! medal and trophy that I almost spoilt by twisting it! LOL! I <3 you Woman!

Cabbed to Zhiyi's home, went up to watch her blog and dragged myself back home. Oh yeah, I heard a thunderous clap of thunder thunder (OMG PUNSSSS!) while I was bathing just now, and I was SHOCKED. Damn it, how could that scare me? LOL.

"Don't pon le 'kay? <3 you! :D"

Oh my poor Jasline, :)

HAHA, SO SORRY THAT THE WHOLE WORLD KNOWS OKAY! :D

-

"Next time, could you take the initiative instead?"
"Okay, next time then."
"How about now?"

Take the initiative, okay?

2007-04-17T17:25:00.000+08:00

This is what you get when you can't do something that you really want to do, but you're stopped by somebody that you hold in high esteem.

DAMN!

Kudos to the high esteemed person, [glares]. But honestly, I think that I'm getting the hang of what I've decided to do. I mean... I didn't see the person for the whole of today, much less even talk.

When you get used to it... It gets better, really.

-

I'm still worried about Mel-lin, since I abandoned her in school just now, with her still having a fever. She's sick and she still went to run for her 2.4. STUPID WOMAN, TAKE CARE OF YOUR BODY LUHHHHHHHH!

And today was Potluck Day! And all of my sweets are well, gone. :( HAHA.

-

Incoherently. Goodbye.

2007-04-11T18:30:00.000+08:00

This week is the Test Week.

I just had a History test on Monday, Pure Geog test yesterday, and a Chem test today. And there's SS and Bio on Friday.

WOOTS!

This is getting stressful, and I just cut myself. By accident luh, then what? LOL. AND TOMORROW'S SOMEBODY'S BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYY! LOL!

And yes Bell Chew, I want the credit OKAY. HMPH, LOL.

I sound super distracted/incoherent/etc. Eeks.

2007-03-30T20:53:00.000+08:00

Now I wish I went for ITMC on Thursday.

Seems like something big happened, although I don't really know the details. Heard bits and pieces from Zhiyi and Aaron, and a little more from a certain junior's blog. Oh well.

--

CONFESSION.

Only ~~three~~ ~~four~~ five people know about this, including myself and the other party. I must say that I was shocked myself when I actually realised what I was doing, but...

I don't regret it.

Look at the word that's bolded and underlined. The precise reason why I don't regret it is because, well, deep down inside I know that I've always wanted to ask this question. The force behind it, is still unknown, but well, I'll discover it one day, right?

Yes I know you may be shocked when you read this, but, fret not. It's not what you think. 'Cos currently the reason that I've managed to procure from the depths of my subconscience is "Because I want to know if you treat me platonically too. Because I treat you platonically." So well, yeah.

It's better to come clean, than forcing myself to believe that I regret it, when in actual fact, I don't really.

:)

--

I feel like puking, darn.

2007-03-28T17:47:00.000+08:00

Shit, where the hell is my SRP from ~~last~~ ~~last last~~ ~~last last last~~ WHATEVER. ?!?!

I have to hand it in tomorrow and I have absolutely no idea where the heck the damn thing is. And I'm trying to do my book reviews, which is the perfect prism of 臨時抱佛腳-ing. Why, tell me why the hell didn't I do it during the holidays? Oh I know, because I was too tired.

Damn. I'm lying to myself.

And I'm not exactly very pleased by the fact that I just found out something that made me feel... unpleasantly irritated. To see his damn name so many times in a row is more than I can take, okay?

And I'm pissed off at the fact that I slept at 9.30 last night, and hell, I couldn't wake up this morning at all.

What the?

And I cannot de-stress myself at all now; read: writing TH, screaming at Aaron Chan, etc. And that's because I'm doing my homework at the last minute! Hooray, I'm horrified at my laziness too, thanks.

I just realised that I used too many 'And's already. Damn.

Maybe I'll skip school tomorrow, I don't know. This is so infuriating.

Roar.

I just realised that I forgot how to do a book review. Damn.

2007-03-23T22:04:00.000+08:00

Keiran!

Jayden!

Ian!

Cheryl!

Kristen!

Katie!

LOL. These were the names that I found in Popular along with Vivian, haha! Lol, and Ian's her cousin, haha. Soooooooo nice, I keep thinking about these names, lol.

:D

I realise that my posts are getting shorter.

And shorter.

Lol.

2007-03-22T20:28:00.000+08:00

I am so happy. :D

YAY I'M GOING TO HAVE A COUSIN THAT'S 15 YEARS YOUNGER THAN ME!!

LOL.

Haha, his/her siblings are 10 and 8 years older respectively, ooh. Actually it's pretty lucky to have siblings that are older than you by more than 5 years. 'Cos they supposedly dote on you alot. ALOT.

:D Happiness!

2007-03-16T12:24:00.000+08:00

這幾天... 想的事還蠻多的。

以前的我，應該會胡思亂想吧，可是這次，我可是很認真地去想。

領悟出了一個大家都應該早就領悟到的『道理』：原來，愛情并不那么重要，朋友。朋友才是那個會陪伴你度過難關，一起想辦法，她就是那個安慰你的人。愛情可以沒了，但是有了朋友，不會那么難受了，對嗎？

愛情固然重要，但是，對方對你的感情慢慢地淡掉，你覺得你們之間還有『愛情』這兩個字嗎？反觀朋友；及時是兩、三個月沒見到彼此的朋友，友情會因此而沒了嗎？也許會吧，但是我很肯定：如果你們真的是『朋友』的話，之間的默契，是不會被流逝的。

所以，我還蠻慶幸我擁有真正的『朋友們』。因為，我知道她們不會離我而去。即使吵了架，但是最后嘴硬會化成心軟。有了那么好的朋友，到底有沒有『愛情』，現在對我而言，反而是其次了。

謝謝你們，我的朋友們。謝謝你們給我的友情、的疼愛。謝謝你們讓我明白，我原來，是很幸福的。

謝謝。

Suddenly, I just miss 207 very, very much.

2007-03-16T00:04:00.000+08:00

Well, new blogskin! Goodness knows how many times my connection lapsed while I was working on the base HTML. Ha. And Mel-lin you blind woman! I can see Ella why you cannot. GRR.

Anyway, I blogged just now and forgot to save it. So I shan't blog already! HEH.

:D

2007-03-02T22:32:00.000+08:00

Commons are over.

YAY!!!!!!!!!

And Bell, I'm sorry for pang seh-ing you today, I really had to go home to sleep or else I'd collapsed already. So yeah, sorry huh.

Nothing much to say, had a bad headache today and took some more Panadol. Hmm.

How does this sound?

靠在你肩膀是我信任你的表現

I made this up. :)

2007-02-24T14:30:00.000+08:00

Woots, I made an Arron Yan blogpic. I can't believe I actually did that, EEEE. HAHA.

Here it is..

Is it okay? Haha, tell me. :D

2007-02-22T17:10:00.000+08:00

I just noticed/realised something today.

Whenever I'm high/over-excited/super-angry, I tend to speak purely in English. No Chinese, no uh... Hokkien? (Hey, wait. I DON'T SPEAK HOKKIEN!)

Em, I was saying, I speak in total, perfect English. And I tend to use words that I've read from the dictionary (Long ago, I've forgotten. Oh, you don't read the dictionary?) Super weird, I'm freaked out. Ooo.

Oh yeah, on another note, I've been thinking (far too ahead in fact) about my future! Haha, see, I've even planned what I want to study in U! HO. Basically, I think media studies would like do good, since I like stuff like that. And yes, I'm not loyal to my country (even though I wrote a two page long Chinese essay on 爱国 yesterday. Ironical.), cos if I want to like study that, I would probably go to Taiwan or something. Working in the Chinese media has lots more potential than in the English sector. Oh well.

I'm super hungry now, and I want to go home and use my SPANKING NEW MODEM! And I think there's a 27 inch plasma tv thrown in or something, not very sure. HAHAHA. Okay, I'll go eat now. :D

And I think Amanda's preeety. :D

2007-02-19T02:30:00.000+08:00

I am super awake now, because my mother forced me to stay up to open the door for her. She forgot to bring her keys you see, ahaha.

Today is CHU YI! Haha, then I made the wrong decision to wear the wrong thing, so I was contemplating on wearing the same thing back again tomorrow. Can right? Aiya, don't care la. Oh yeah, my mother's back already, so I should go sleep, but all because of her, now I CAN'T. ALL HER FAULT, WAHA.

And I just realised that all of my ang pows are with my mother, and I haven't counted them yet. ~~Shit~~ ~~Damn~~ Oh no! ROAR.

--

Sometimes, you just meet people that you hate very, very much. No particular reason, just that the person loves acting cute when she's not cute! And likes to uh, strong verb snatch reason [強詞奪理]! Yay, don't you just love to dislike people like her? I bet you're nodding in absolute agreement now. Eh hey, I didn't use to have anything against her, UNTIL she started acting cute and all the etc. Don't really know why you have to specially make others don't like you, when all of the people feel neutral towards you already. Weird.

--

My girlfriend is still in Ipoh I think, and I can't sms her la! So irritating, and therefore I've resorted to writing long essays that are about 2000++ words long, ha.

Babbling is not good for one's health.

:D

Happy CNY everyone!

2007-02-01T16:45:00.000+08:00

OH DAMN!

I can't believe that I actually blogged like uh, that, two years ago. Disgusting I tell you! Haha, when you actually look back and recall what you did eons ago, you'll find that it's actually quite funny la, when at that time, you'd actually thought it was cool. UH. See, I've grown lots wiser.

*Strokes beard wisely*

Evidence of the uber-weird way I typed before....

As I type this, I feel that I'm typing weird, again. That's like a problem with me la, I get influenced by things from the past too easily, :( Oh damn, I'm getting really affected now, tsk. And Zhiyi's looking at me as if I'm mad. Really, I'm feeling like I'm back in 2005 again, die die die.

OH NO!

I think I need a constant reminder now to NEVER EVER TYPE LIKE THAT AGAIN.

HA.

2007-02-01T15:58:00.000+08:00

Aiya I want to blog about the Fahrenheit autograph session, but I'm not at home! Then I cannot like, steal/upload pictures, so wouldn't be very nice hor? Anyway, I think Mel's and Bell's blogs are good enough huh, haha. OH YA! I was wondering who was the person in the last picture on Mel's post, then I was like mumbling to myself:

"Me huh? But then my jacket was brown what... No hood somemore... But looks like me leh!"

Then later on, I realised that it was Bell, from what Mel was wearing. -.- Yah, so will try to update lo, but not as much pictures as crazy woman Mel has la. :D

Tired, want to sleep. When I typed the 'tired', I yawned. So appropriate. Good night, :)

2007-01-22T23:14:00.000+08:00

Now it's 11.15 PM and I'm still up doing my homework. Nothing much left, just an English compo and a few A Math sums that I don't even know how to do. So simple la, :)

2007-01-19T20:51:00.000+08:00

Sick for the second time in the week. Headaches and sore throats, please stop looking for me already! ROAR.

I super duper love my blogpic, haha. Hebe looks so pretty in there! TEEHEE. Anyway, today just stared at my computer screen and almost slept on the computer table. I have CIP tomorrow too. Have to go to school darn early la, haha. :( Oh yeah Mel! Does the concert end at 10 or smth? Must tell me huh, haha.

I LOVE HEBE! HAHAHHA.

[ADDITIONAL RANTINGS]

I am unhappy. Stressed, frustrated even. Why? I don't even freaking know. Probably because I know that alot of people dislike me, and the reasons why are unclear and probably will be unknown for the rest of eternity.

I don't think that all of us have been disliked before, so those people won't even know how it feels like to be disliked. For a reason that you don't even know at all. So, if you've been disliked, you will know how it's like when the dislike is publicly shown. Don't like me, don't show it. Freaking hurts, and I'm not happy. I can say that I'm not very happy in my new class. No, I'm not being aloof, proud or anti-social, I'm being very friendly. BUT. BUT, I still can feel that people don't like me. Why huh, tell me please. I know I can't please everybody, but still, don't show your contempt for me like that can. Don't like me, okay that's fine. Go gossip among yourselves or something, but don't be a bitch and say say say in my face. Maybe I'm being sensitive, maybe I'm not. But I like to think this way what, what can you do?

Secondly, if you don't know anything, don't say also. (Different topic now) How would you like it if I said that you're in love with your pet dog and then go tell everybody about it? You wouldn't like it, right? So please don't say that I suck up to my seniors. If I had wanted to do that, I would have done that when I first entered the school. Which I freaking didn't, so shut up. I don't know why you people go make a big fuss over a particular senior and I. Let's call him Z then. If you sms some guy occasionally, then you're in love with that guy huh? Close to some guy, SNAP! You're definitely crushing on him. I will spit venomously on whoever agrees with that. Yes, I am on good terms with Z, but that doesn't mean that I like him. Because, that will never happen. So shut up about that already?

And here, I would like to tell Zhiyi: THANK YOU HOR. You're one of the bestest friends one could have. That call that day, was good la. And all of the things you said, I pondered over. I love you! HAHA.

To my beloved Mel: I also love you huh. You and Zhiyi said the same things to me! Haha, but anyway, that day also helped. As in, I could like tell you things and stuff la. :D

Okay that's all. And I'm really sick. Physically, emotionally. Stop making it worse yah? Thank you all.

[ADDITIONAL RANTINGS ARE OVER]

2007-01-18T20:59:00.000+08:00

Hello, I changed my blogpic!

Therefore:

BLOGPIC OF THE MONTH FEATURES: HEBE OF S.H.E!

Hahaha, I spent like 2 hours making that, cos I kept changing and changing. Then I had to resize it and all that, that's why the font's isn't that clear. Don't really mind though, Hebe's there!

Here's the 800x600 original version of it. I can't use it as my wallpaper though, it'll look overstretched, aiya! :(

She is very pretty, haha. :) Or else why would I choose her for my blogpic? HA!

Anyway, I have to go accompany Mel to her SHE autograph session, which she found out last minute yesterday. And then after that go rush to the Fahrenheit one, so rushed can! I suggested meeting up at 7 am kiddingly, and she actually accepted it. -.- Okay, so I guess I have to la!

Not much homework today, but I have to finish the E-Learning compo which I haven't even started on. What am I supposed to write on my goals for 2007?

Nothing much else, Mel come online!

2007-01-12T16:33:00.000+08:00

I am now at Sec One Orientation Camp 2007, and using Aaron Chan's laptop to blog. Should I be doing my homework now?

TSCAR.

!@#$%^&*()_+ !!!!

Like everybody's at home relaxing (read: doing E-Learning Day homework), while I am here randomly blog-surfing. Wah, I have a better life hor. :(

Mel, did you go out with Bell today? Haha, just askingggggggggggg. See, I'm so bored that I even ask random questions! HAHAHAHA. And I spelled random wrongly just now, aiya. :(

Okay I go do my homework lor, :(

2007-01-10T20:12:00.000+08:00

I am sick. So I missed out on everything today and there is a damn test tomorrow.

Orientation Camp's on Friday.

:(