Wednesday, December 19, 2007
5:32 PM
I wonder what would happen when I die.
Nothing much I guess.
我死了，人家大概就會漠不關心吧。
Nobody's going to refute this statement since nobody reads my blog anyway. Everybody is too busy with their own lives to actually care about me.
And I am not emo. I just think.
Why? Heh, probably because I spend all of the time that I live in my house, with nothing to do at all. That's why I think.
And rot away. And eat. And grow fat. And think how stupid I've been this past year. I don't know why I've been that dumb either. Can't blame anybody else but me.
What a joke. What do I expect to get from blogging this post? Nobody's going to see it, so I won't get the comfort I want. And I want comfort? Hah, I want it. But I don't deserve it. Nobody is very willing to give me any, either.
Everybody is so happy.
I'm not. I feel so bad, I shouldn't be here.
I'm having second thoughts about Sunday. I will be ignored there anyway, plus I'm not even one of them, so why go? But I can't not give Puddington her present. And Linga too.
I'll go. And give them. And leave. Nobody will notice.
I just want to curl up in bed forever.
Where is everybody?
Away from me.
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