Hazel

I Love Cape No.7

take me to the sky

8:51 PM Sick for the second time in the week. Headaches and sore throats, please stop looking for me already! ROAR.


I super duper love my blogpic, haha. Hebe looks so pretty in there! TEEHEE. Anyway, today just stared at my computer screen and almost slept on the computer table. I have CIP tomorrow too. Have to go to school darn early la, haha. :( Oh yeah Mel! Does the concert end at 10 or smth? Must tell me huh, haha.




I LOVE HEBE! HAHAHHA.






[ADDITIONAL RANTINGS]


I am unhappy. Stressed, frustrated even. Why? I don't even freaking know. Probably because I know that alot of people dislike me, and the reasons why are unclear and probably will be unknown for the rest of eternity.

I don't think that all of us have been disliked before, so those people won't even know how it feels like to be disliked. For a reason that you don't even know at all. So, if you've been disliked, you will know how it's like when the dislike is publicly shown. Don't like me, don't show it. Freaking hurts, and I'm not happy. I can say that I'm not very happy in my new class. No, I'm not being aloof, proud or anti-social, I'm being very friendly. BUT. BUT, I still can feel that people don't like me. Why huh, tell me please. I know I can't please everybody, but still, don't show your contempt for me like that can. Don't like me, okay that's fine. Go gossip among yourselves or something, but don't be a bitch and say say say in my face. Maybe I'm being sensitive, maybe I'm not. But I like to think this way what, what can you do?

Secondly, if you don't know anything, don't say also. (Different topic now) How would you like it if I said that you're in love with your pet dog and then go tell everybody about it? You wouldn't like it, right? So please don't say that I suck up to my seniors. If I had wanted to do that, I would have done that when I first entered the school. Which I freaking didn't, so shut up. I don't know why you people go make a big fuss over a particular senior and I. Let's call him Z then. If you sms some guy occasionally, then you're in love with that guy huh? Close to some guy, SNAP! You're definitely crushing on him. I will spit venomously on whoever agrees with that. Yes, I am on good terms with Z, but that doesn't mean that I like him. Because, that will never happen. So shut up about that already?

And here, I would like to tell Zhiyi: THANK YOU HOR. You're one of the bestest friends one could have. That call that day, was good la. And all of the things you said, I pondered over. I love you! HAHA.

To my beloved Mel: I also love you huh. You and Zhiyi said the same things to me! Haha, but anyway, that day also helped. As in, I could like tell you things and stuff la. :D


Okay that's all. And I'm really sick. Physically, emotionally. Stop making it worse yah? Thank you all.


[ADDITIONAL RANTINGS ARE OVER]